so used to the feeling,how can i explain?
have u eva trusted someone,turns out only to get even was part of the plan?
sometimes it is hard to wake up....and not from falling asleep,the moment u realize the life u live is not really part of your dreams.


having this piece of paper which i tore out of a book it says even tho it seems forever and things do not make sense jus go with the flow cuz all and all everything must come to an end.

no more hideaways from the pain no more seclusion for what was there for me to gain?
so sick of liars.wish they would just shuddup,in reality the ones who talks so dayum much are the ones who make chit up.

for years i have heard a blah to the blah blah.
and again silently i was screaming shut the fuhck up! words mean nothing,maybe to some they seem real,in my world they are a fabrication of what lies beneath all these ludacris fancy of a
deal.

soon i will let go,and ur favorite words ah,get over it. then i will so often have to wonder "what was the point of this"?

do u believe in a wish,not wishes,that is greedy. could there jus b one thing u ask for only for urself and recieve for what u have begged?

i had one. i will tell u my secret,i only wanted to kno the difference,cuz i cannot tell u from them. is that not a heart breaker! i did not upon a star want love,that should come naturally. maybe 'tis not said right,lemme rethink. nah i will keep it like it is a forever and alwayz becareful what i think.

i have learned to keep my head held high,even if i feel ever so low. having learned to never trust a stranger,even if u know their soul.

i never lied,and a promise i will alwayz keep.
to never leave the soul of my mate.as time goes by seconds tic a way when days get longer and the nights get shorter,and the leaves start to die in the summer and it is hot a h e ll in the winter,i alwayz will remember i was neva alone,in this twisted created world in which we call our own.

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