can not care but only of myself,not a thing in the
world bothers me unless it effects my health.if not
the pain in my soul,if not my tears shed,then no one
should she hold.if its not me that is not hurt,then
shall i not bother for i am selfish,if not to concern
i,to u there is no worth.if not a thing i can gain
why should i worry it has nothing to do with me.shall
i care y u sit there crying.my heart is stone my tear
beame cold,left to b alone in this world,only can i
consume my self with want for myself,rather i learned
to b selfish in which what i have been dealt

THANKS WICKED ...nice write , it reminded me of my lost friend.
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felt sorry for myself a while ago,
took some time to let it go...
...drove away a dear friend ...
i didnt know to look back, then i did.
it broke my heart to see what i had done..that everyone has something going on...
some say im crazy...some say im saine
some come and go ...some always stay...
i realize now .. i hate i acted that way...
but pity and sorrow are night and day...i wanted answers then threw them away...cried out for help in the entirely wrong way...
I took for granted , thinking my friend she would always be...took for granted what she gave for free...solid advice i was to blind to see...
some say im crazy ..some say im saine
some come and go ..some always stay...
Forgive me for taking up your time... im ready to listen and not talk...
im ready to be a friend and walk the walk...
my ears are open ANYTIME to you, i say that NOT TO JUST FIT IN...I SAY THAT TO INTEND..YOU TO KNOW...im learning how to just "be"
...no matter how much you need to say, or how little you need to share...
im here as a friend, and i do really care. ...
(written off the top of my head, very tired. will update later)

y do things here disappear
that is so very sad and selfish


ur magical mind when opened,brilliance and honesty flows beautifully.

are you talking to me?
and um ...its majikal mind???????
please explain. ...you can PM me if needed.
this was a poem off the top of my head to a friend of mine and actually we mended our friendship...so ...please explain your post. .....
majikmind* THANK YOU AND WELCOME ...
MY MIND IS SO OPEN IT NEEDS TO BE SHUT DOWN A LITTLE ....THANKS THOUGH. PLEASE RESPOND. THNKS.