WOW! Pen, I am a fan of everything you write. BUT, I believe this writing absolutely took my breath away. It is TRUELY my favorite of all. *HUGS*

You miss pensickle are a beautiful person,your writing always evokes emotion whether it be laughter or tears,i'm so glad that we are privelaged enough to read your stuff.xoxoxo beautiful piece.

LF...you remember that dusty angel, and it makes me so da.mn happy...thank you for your words, they have truly touched me.THANK YOU!!

Darlin & Ducky...the ladies who saved me from low blood suagr in my first ever forum dream,lol..what you both said was overwhelmingly sweet and wonderful.

Thanks you three for giving my words a moment of your time.It means everything.Now I gotta go find a tissue. LOVE yas.\o/

Well written Pen & heart felt ~ Thanks so much for sharing this with all of us!!

Thanks for readin' Mojo,and takin' a moment to comment..means the world to me.

Pen.. my first thought was he looked like james Dean, your father looked also a little bit like my younger stepbrother who diceded to live with drugs..and without us. (i send you a pic by mail next days)
i find out myself, just a few month ago what my dad and i had together and it was that much but it takes me 39 years to see it. And it takes the same time for my dad to accept and see it.
He had hes dreams and fullfilled one for him.
My dad suffers on some kind of "refrigderatorlove" cant show love to his children but want to do it and put one Icebrick on the other while stepping forewards trying this.So now he didnt get it.. i this is a reason for me to start a painting just for him.. to let him step out from his IGLU
I know that he can paint.. and it is god but he didnt show me the stuff i found them.

I love that pic of your dad "lostinspacesufferinglover" with his own story smashed in my face while looking at him
You will see my stepbrother has the same expression on his face.

LOVE YOU MY TALENTED BEAUTYFUL PENILINSKY
*doughterofafu**inggreatlooking1950boy*

You never fail to amaze me, Intilicious.
Thank you for sharing your story and pics too.
Iglu..what a perfect word...refridgerator love...true true true.*Loves Inti right back!!*

Simply: I love you, I kept reading this over and over again.

xo,
Bam

Back atchas <3333333 and thank you.