wish I could say all these words that rage
just behind my lips
but now youve made light of the tears I cry and cut me down
why cant a soultion be found
I feed on your ever unstable attachment to me
turn about's never fair play if when I wake your gone
why is it I defy all human instint
I should want to run and hide
but yet when it comes to you Ill wait
of course I say it will be just one more day
each stray tear I wipe is just one more word I cannot say
alas you can watch no more
and I feel a repreve
the soft sweet "punk rock" taste of you
it wipes away all the unspoken words in me
but now I know youll soon be gone
my phone will no longer ring at two am
with your pleas to wake me on the other end
urging me to speak so you can hear my voice
gone will be the laughter that you could coax so easily from me
no longer can I show you how I feel
entangled in sheets
nor can I be the hero forever there
its all gone
as we soon too will be
as I shake and cry
I long for you now to make it alright
but all we have time for now is mourfull goodbyes
again these words rage and I want to say Ill lay awak a thousand nights without you by my side and Ill always long for you kiss
but goodbye is all my heart can manage

this is a pictuer of me and the subject of the pome a year ago

Wow Kara you look beautiful! You've grown up!

MX!!! hey thanks for reading Ive missed ya. thats very sweet of ya this pic is outdated my hair is a lot shorter now but thanks so much GREAT to see ya again!