through out the years so hard to explain
how should i start without feeling hurt again?

shall i tell about the times of incosistency
shattered promises,unfaithful Game.

should i keep it a secret shall i jus tell the truth,i do recall there neva was a Me&You.

& yet i hear notes highs and lows,bass,guitars lonesome woes....lies neva amount to anything,that is why you stopped singing.

maybe u realized u r wrong to blame me,all the hate directed to someone who only praised you
adored you,tried to keep u living.

all the words ran out and the hourglass crashed from midair,sand returning to shore,glass went back to the window pane,look out ur back door?

u have not a clue how I interpret You, i c a person oh so confused,on whom they really love,and when that time came,what to do with the regret of not saying whatever it is or how u oh so want to complain.

sometimes how i feel makes me feel abused,knowing i played along jus to b used.

and @ times i wonder why? what did i do,i was unfaithful to ****** saying i love u not to her ah guess who? so yes i am so sorry for saying hang on u will make it, let go of all the pain ur destined to b,and what have u done with it

u fuhckin faked it.

so many words oh, what i have seen,sorry for playing all of u with this silly love novel that her and i fabricated from nightmares,not dreams....if the words were real and the music was true *mostofhatefulstuffis* then i would not still b typing on a screen wondering after all these years where the fuhck are you!

i hate games and i hate being played i hate liars i hate with "u" what i have became.for this i will block u out,whether i "see" u or feel u Watching. oh how i cannot deal with ur unfaithfull ayuzz any more. u have lied to me and everyone,for what-so all can think i am a dumbass and fight with me for what reasons,there is now no proof i ever even cared for u,less prayed for.

so now u know i asked u for an answer and u neva responded,u flipped the script again,all to prolong this struggle,

im giving up, i done told you.

this time is for real,not a lie like everything "we" have wrote.

and a bump!