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screaming
crying
tossing
turning
waking

she looks around
realises it was a memory
that it isnt real

she is crying
she feels weak
she reaches for them
but cant quite reach

she is too weak
to afraid to move
and yet
the urges conrol her

she grabs them
takes one out
and turns it over
looking at it

it doesnt seem real to her
she cant believe she wants to do this
that this is the way that she copes
with the things that life throws at her

she calls someone
but is unable to talk
because she knows her words wont make sense

and all she wants to do is escape

all i want to do it escape..

Kirsty


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Frowner *relates*

thanks 4 sharing Kirsty Smiler


Sarah

The Dead Don't Share
Though They Reach Towards Us
From The Grave(I Swear
They Do)They Do
Not Hand Their Hearts To You
They Hand Their Heads,
The Part That Stares
STAN RICE




IN LOVING MEMORY - MIN
 
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*hugs*


http://www.everyoneweb.com/presleypaintings/

Lisa asked me :"Was it worth it?"

My husband asked me:"What's your next dream?"

I love them both, but I don't have any dreams left now.. cause it was so worth it,just dreams for my kids..






So now that you have made a mess off me
And show me stars that I have never seen
I know it's wrong why does it feel so right
You haven’t got me yet but you might
 
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*hugs sarah and dutch*

thank you for reading Smiler


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**hugs** and **prays for everyone to have self love**


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NO GOD...NO PEACE
know God...know Peace

"a true friend knows ...everything about you , yet is still your friend". ~unknown

RIP MIN.
RIP ANNA. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ~EVER.
RIP TIM ~ I MISS YOU.

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**hugs** and **prays for everyone to have self love**

yah, that.
Don't harm yourself, Kirsty - it's absolutely useless Wink You are a clever girl (look at the poems that come outta your head!) and should love yourself more Smiler
Thanks for sharing Smiler


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**hugs** and **prays for everyone to have self love**


*hugs*
thank you for reading
*steals some of that self love* i can love others, i just hate myself at times


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Originally posted by majik:
**hugs** and **prays for everyone to have self love**

yah, that.
Don't harm yourself, Kirsty - it's absolutely useless Wink You are a clever girl (look at the poems that come outta your head!) and should love yourself more Smiler
Thanks for sharing Smiler


indre, i try not to harm myself. i am not in control of the poems that come out of my head, i just grab a pen or a keyboard and start to write things down in an attempt to make sense of them. [looking at the thinking thread, its obvious that i think a lot of things all at once]
thank you for reading Smiler


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came from a place like this once myself. completely understand.


 
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Kristy how can you hate yourself when so many people care about you so much! Your great ! Don't ever forget that! Wink By the way I love the poem.

i can love others, i just hate myself at times
 
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came from a place like this once myself. completely understand.


*hugs* sorry that you can understand


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Kristy how can you hate yourself when so many people care about you so much! Your great ! Don't ever forget that! Wink By the way I love the poem.

i can love others, i just hate myself at times


cos i hate myself for so many reasons, so many things that give me reason to hate myself.
thanks for reading the poem

yea, i do aswell at times.


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came from a place like this once myself. completely understand.


*hugs* sorry that you can understand




So sorry you feel this way now. It is such a dark and lonely place. *hoping things work out soon for you*


 
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wow that was intense
i vowed not to come to this area of the forum
yet i have pulled myself in


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capri - thank you. welcome back to the creative section

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Originally posted by kirsty:
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Originally posted by LoveMusicPresley:
came from a place like this once myself. completely understand.

*hugs* sorry that you can understand

So sorry you feel this way now. It is such a dark and lonely place. *hoping things work out soon for you*


things are slowly starting to work out, and i have a supportive boyfriend, so everything will be ok


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