& what it is i dont give a f u c k not much on what people think rather shall i shut my mouth? u kno i was jus thinkin u wanna kno what popped out....i realized ima dumb@ss cuz im not smart like a psychic chit told em long time ago a guessing game is like to me dominos no doubt what do i f u c kin do when i jus cannot figure it out?!?

must i re read this ova watch what i say
had one to many beers oh God must i pray?

out here im on my tippie toes not lookin behind me the scars to me mean nothing as if so does a hoe & if it means anything all i eva wanted besides her (oh ill say it) was my mutha fu c k in sanity. and if i chose one or the otha what shall it b, go ask ur mother. i say i stay right can u not c, i say i hurt a mutha f u c kin biatch (huh what< if it aint ! G'. pardon me ill keep it on that gangsta chit (<what) was it the weed (hmmmmmm?) f u ck it and they say stop cussin nick, got uh premonition u left me on the block like u have alwayz did.

i neva wanted any answers, makin me want to scream but i cant afford this my heart is broken like i am dyin my mutha fu c k a of cancer!

& it is ok i can deal with it when i c myself i kno what i feel also it dont matter,and if u can deal with it let it b ~ if not trust ~ nothing,if i cannot have her.........so i must.

over the years i think i made a fool of myself enuff, u kno this silly @ss jus wants to much
i do i get it i understand,and i truely believe
i'm jus not good enuff,@ least not to b ur man

if i wanted advice maybe i would jus listen
but im gonna act like it never happened
somethings jus tear my heart apart as if i did not try so much to play the part
and as i cross my heart no i dont want to die
hopeing the humiliation jus falls off and the tears,abide. keep life how it is all intact.
just a **** i am,for you i would erase everything

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