Well I guess you learn the hard way.
about life and trying to make friends.
YOu have to be your own Best Friend first.
Feel comfortable with yourself and not care
what people think about you all the time.
That just brings you down.
I'm going to start doing things that make me
happy and what ever happens happens.
I'm very shy and withdrawn at times because ive
been hurt so much, and just want to be a people pleaser so bad, that i always end up in trouble and back were i started... Alone.
Which is sad, but I'm thinking God knows where
I'm going and what plans he has for me.
I am just venting i guess, but i gotta take care of me now.
Pam

WOW Ive so been there and know exactly what your talking about.

ditto