on this endless journey
tripping over stumbling blocks
put there happily by your enemies
I trudge on, waiting for the breaking point.
Just how much must I bear?
What does life want from me
Is this all there is?
work, eat, sleap, and do it again tomorrow?
It seems that the more we struggle to get ahead, the more we sink
Will we ever get a break?
It is rightfully mine, happiness
I've worked for it all, and yet,
I can't have it.
I could do this if it was just me
but now I have responsibilities
I go down , so do they.
Why is it just beyond my reach, inches from my fingers
yet never attainable.
I'd rather be alone, cuz then
it would only be me I'd disappoint.
and I wouldn't care so much.
How much more must I bear.

LJ,

Thank you for sharing.

Nice LJ !

*BUMP*

Thank you for reading guys

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Originally posted by LISAJUNKIEE:
Thank you for reading guys

LJ,

Your Welcome.

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Originally posted by LISAJUNKIEE:

I trudge on, waiting for the breaking point.
Just how much must I bear?
What does life want from me
Is this all there is?
work, eat, sleap, and do it again tomorrow?
It seems that the more we struggle to get ahead, the more we sink
Will we ever get a break?
It is rightfully mine, happiness
I've worked for it all, and yet,
I can't have it.

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I'd rather be alone, cuz then
it would only be me I'd disappoint.
and I wouldn't care so much.
How much more must I bear.

I relate to those big time..guess we all have big difficulties in our lives, so it kinda feels better to know I'm not the only one here that keeps screwing up, not willing to at all.
Great poem, LJ, thanks for sharing

thanx Indre, things are not as dark now, I was in a full blown funk then, I needed to let it out. I hope things also brighten for you soon.

Change your situation. Don't say you CAN'T, because you can. I was stuck in a city/ state for 6 years I hated for my hubbys career. Finally I said enough is enough. We made a change. No it's not easier said than done. It was a couple of months of MAJOR stress. Thank God for a few close friends ,you know who you are who got me through it. Only you can change your outcome. You are a strong person. So change it!

nice write lj

Thanks 4 sharing that LJ ..... It is quite a universal theme ... we ALL feel that way from time 2 time

THANK YOU GUYS FOR YOU IMPUT!!

MICHELLE!! GIRL, THINGS ARE LOOKING BETTER EVERY DAY, I JUST NEEDED ONE BREAK AND I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!! God, I hope I can succeed with my plans. Wish me luck...

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Originally posted by LISAJUNKIEE:
THANK YOU GUYS FOR YOU IMPUT!!

MICHELLE!! GIRL, THINGS ARE LOOKING BETTER EVERY DAY, I JUST NEEDED ONE BREAK AND I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!! God, I hope I can succeed with my plans. Wish me luck...

GOOD LUCK, and YOU WILL!!!!!!!

thank you!