yeah, i have to be honest
so here it goes.
once i realized to seduce one~only attracts h o e s,i recapped my thoughts and said no more.
so seduction stops,and real chit is displayed.
having to recall an episode,oh,u neva got played
& neither did i,we Use each other.
i tried to keep it on the down low,but I,dont care anymore.
u have said awful things,oh it is written,on how people will tell lies,and try to act like they want forgiven.
keep doin it u will never change,act like u dont read ur own mail~ey?
im kinda glad cuz i really cant stand you,
i hope this time u left for good.
i try not to make the lesser of a blessing,
but u kno years ago u sold out-while he was molesting.so u r paying the price for all ur wrong doings,and i hope the world never knows who i am,cuz u have *here* ruined my name for me.
not I,for anger is in me,for my eyes are a light shade,but there is darkness surounding me.
my soul was shattered,but the pieces i picked up,if i would have ever been with you,i would have been chit out of luck,lost my faith and felt like i was to you never good enough,i would have been a dumb @ss for i hear what u say,how you hate me and disrespect everything i do day to day. glad u neva responded,cuz the heart of hearts knows you r Evil,why else would you have hurt me so,all cuz i cared about you people.
i am on a mission and u cannot stop me.sorry chic i gotta use what u taught me.
this is a clean slate,all u talk chit all u want
not the do's or the donts' can not make me not write,i told you over 100 times what is written,and all look @ these words doubtful,and to all good riddens.


now i know,what else more could i want.
if one wants closure one must move on and stop faking the front.