walking right into a wall
wondering why it hurts this badly?
Understanding but not wanting to
Wishing it wouldn't grab me so tightly
It's too strong at this moment
Tears coming and going
It's my fault
for feeling too much
Tears coming and going
Leave me be you
miserable emotion
I saw it coming but
didn't want to admit it
It grabs me too tightly
and I still wonder why it
could possibly hurt this badly.

Great job Jac...Hugs

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Originally posted by Sydneyjean:
Great job Jac...Hugs

Thank you. I broke up with the first person I might have possibly "loved" yesterday. And it's not his fault or mine. I understand why we did, but I still not feeling too good.

That's a beautiful poem. Thanks for sharing your emotions.

No problem dutchfan.

Ouch, sorry about that Jac...it's good that you can spill your feelings into poems, hopefully it makes the pain not so bad..

Yeah. It's been 16 days and this feeling sometimes comes back. Comes and goes. I haven't talked to him at all but one time since. It's really hard for me. I never had this "heartbreak" feeling hit hard, then go away and then re-emerge a little. I never actually had that period of will we ever talk again? waiting around to see if we'll be friends ever. This never happened. I am weirded out. I always hated all my exes before him and just didn't care enough to have this feeling. so it's been 2 weeks and a couple of days and I know these things take time and I need to wait it out...to see if there is anything there in terms of a friendship, but the being patient part is what ****s. I am so NOT good at this. It takes me all I got not to say hi when I see him on aol instant messenger. Wow this ****s. How do you people handle this? Besides finding rebound significant others?

ouch



y does it gotta b like that



i kno but besides

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Originally posted by bite*me:
ouch



y does it gotta b like that



i kno but besides

yes I know haha. exactly. Oh well I am human. I'll get through it like normal people. Still ****s though.