yes, i'm sorry, but that's how i am right now.
Everybody is ganging up on me, like i can't do anything or think on my own, how to pick my friends carefully, who don't play with me, thinking it's funny, that i don't care because there being nice to me? or that i say Yes to everything, thinking they really like me? Am i
that stupid? I must be.
I'd rather be a lone, if that's the case.
Anyhow. i'm just feeling way down right now.
The people i want to call never do? so why do i
have a phone?
sorry if i sound so down all the time, but you would to if you were in my shoes.
Pam

Pam,

You can't give up. I know life is not always easy but, I know God has a plan for each one of us and He is always with you no matter what you go through in your life. Don't give up it will be alright.

hi! Viper,
thank u, every time i want to get close to
someone they leave?
i never get to have friends?
the one i have is always ragin on me.
i don't know why i want some one like that
for a friend? he tries to help, but the way he
does it, is not good for me emotionally. Since
i have depression/bipolar he thinks he can
analize me better then the doctors? Like i think he needs more help then i do.
He never likes who i want for friends. He thinks he's a good judge of character better then i am? that people are useing me, or making fun of me? Like i can't tell when they are fake or not? So what do i do? just be a bear and not go out at all? I'd rather die. And be with Ashley.
at least i'd get peace and quiet.
thank you Viper.
Pam

Pam,

I'm sorry that you are having such a rough time.

hey Viper,
hows it going?
well i'm just so lonesome lately, i'be been going to church. that my cuzin takes me to.
met some nice young kids who were very friendly
towards me. I felt very welcome there. i'm going back, as soon as my cousin gets back from
Venezuela, she's there on missionary type work.
I liked these kids well there in there early 20's. from a good christian family.
hope your doing good.
thank you for caring.
pam

Come on what would LISA do????? come on get some well you know what I mean think of our girl and what she would do???

Pam!!!!!!!~ hang in there it is always better in a different view!! LMP luvs all her fans and thats where you are in the LMP site. We luv ya too

thank you Hi enough,
I appreciate that very much, I just get so
down alot, i hate being alone, it scares me.
that's why i'm going to church more, and i've
met some nice young kids who were very friendly
towards me(cause i see so little of that).
It's like when i go out(which is very little),
people who don't even know me try to give me a hard time,? like who are they?, so i just ignore them, I get really discouraged about life lately. And cops scare me now.
Cause of what happend to this teenage girl in my town. There supposed to protect you. Ha.
Anyway thank you Hi enough and Fayla!
I think of Lisa alot she keeps me going.
and Heather-thank you!
Pam

sorry if i stepped on anybodys toes.
or heart. didn't mean to. I just get really
down sometimes. Didn't mean any harm in what
i said, just that's how i feel at times.
I'm not going to do anything stupid.
I appologize if i said anything to upset any
one.
Pam

Hey..I don't think you upset anyone..except that we hate for one of our LMFP family members to have a bad time....

So you hang in there..and if your "friend" isn't giving you what you need in a friendship...CAN IT...that's it...you have all of us to be able to talk to..and you can email me anytime...You have people here who care about you...so keep on keepin' on...and buff up and know that we're all here for you.

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This message has been edited. Last edited by: LOVEFIRST,

thank you,
this friend, male, i've had him for over 15yrs.
the longest i've had a friend, i've not heard from him in like 3 weeks? and that's not like him. i should call him and see if he's ok.
unless he's working. or something else happend?
i will also write that enfo and thank you cause sometimes you just need some one to talk to! and i appreciate everybody helping me out. I know i have you all here to help me to! and i thank you. Sometimes i get to being a big baby.
but that is the way i am. It just gets lonely at times.
Pam

I have been calling you...I guess I was not one of the ones you wanted calling?

i know how you feel, i really do.
things will get better one day.
I don't know which day that may be (I am not God) but as they all keep telling me
"you just gotta believe"
we all hurt and go thru ****, but that is what makes us strong and helps us to grow.
Maybe you should see someone and get saome meds for awhile.

this is the most depressing time of year and i hope y'll get thru it without much scarring