OH Julie, I am so sorry and sad for you Poor lil guy...Just know that you were the best Mom ever...you have restored some of my faith in humanity. Panda isnt suffering anymore and he gets to play with the others now. I know that doesnt help much...Nothing will except for time.

Again my condolences...My heart is breaking for you. Big HUGS Julie. I am here for you anytime bud.

Julie, i am soooooo sorry to read this. it broke my heart. you have lots of support here. stay focused on the good memories with panda. hugs to you.

i know you liked this so here you go, for you...

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food and water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.

The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they miss someone very special to them; who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. The bright eyes are intent; the eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to break away from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. YOU have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Thanks Syd, and Caligurl yes I do love that poem it made me cry, I've never cryed so much in my life,I just want my boy back......

awwwwww I'm sorry to hear about this Julie.. you did everything possible that you could, and Panda was loved by his entire family. We are having problems with our one and only cat as well, ill send you a pm.

*HUGS* hang in there!

Thanks Lil

Awe he was soooooo cute..... r i p buddy

there is alot of this going on...... my co worker his fam. had to put their dog down... they had him for like 15 years.

then my co workers cat died while giving birth.... they all passed.... they are cremating her.... R I P my Anthony Ruby Mony


We are all here for you

Thanks Capri we are having Panda cremated as well, all the cats will be. And we have a oak shelf that all of them will fit with pic and I have one of those lights you put at top of a picture so it shines on it. We just need to get a different shelf.

Took Trixie to the vet today to have her checked she dehydrated and her upper body was stiff including her neck which is why she was having trouble eating, still not able to move around, the vet said it was in her best interest that we put her to sleep so that is what we did today, this morning. I didnt exspect that to happen but I know it was in the back of my mind. Two cats in two days, we look around the house at all of their things and its empty.
Going from a 6 cat house hold down to two cats.
What a nitemare this is. I've taken today and tomorrow off. If feel numb and so depressed. When I first brought Trixie in, he looked at me and said sorry about Panda then I went over and hugged him and started crying. He said it was a shock to him to hear. So I'm just beside myself today, thank you for all of your prayers and support through terrible time it has meant alot to me.

Ohhh my goodness! That is so sad, it seems like Trixie had too many problems to overcome so I think you did the right thing and that way it could be with Panda. I guess while your grieving its best all at once, instead of now and then again in 6 mths, etc... You sure have been through alot, Julie. I would see your physician if you start to feel really bad, just concerned about you.
*hugs* ill write you more later.

Thanks lil I have anxiety pills to help me out, I will just use them when I go back to work for a bit until things settle down.

OMG Julie...You poor thing I cant imagine what your going through. AGain my heart breaks for you. I dont even know what to say. Your def in my thoughts and prayers as are your babies. HUGS and like Lil I will be back. RIP beautiful Kitties

Thanks syd, I'm lost, the house feels empty and quiet and it just makes me cry. I feel its all a bad dream but then the reality check, I'm definitely depressed really not to much to smile about. This is probably one of the lowest times of my life and not a dam thing I can do about it....except ride it out. Ug we went out for supper tonight just to get out. We came home I looked around and started crying. Nothing anytime soon is going to make this better.

Take the time, You have been through so much! All your feeling are completely normal...Just go easy on yourself. We are all here for you. Gah I am so sorry

I'm so sorry Julz. I was just looking over our photo album the other day, and we are down to one cat and one dog, from a decades history of 4 cats and 2 dogs. You're pain is certainly felt here, as with a lot of folks here... you're a loving, wonderful person, and I hope little things will cheer you after a while and not produce tears... things have a way of healing little by little when you least expect it.. you hang in there, and we'll be right here for you ,too.xo

Thanks Syd and Thanks Pen for your support, I sure do need it, this is going to be a rough time for me I think. Something happened tonight my best friend who i got Ralphy and Trixie from came over to show us the 4 blk 6 week old kitties her and her mom rescued, one has a broken leg, they all have fleas and all have a virus. They were so cute there was this one he was a long hair, he was purring and he had his tail in the air a very happy boy, I always believe in taken twos in a litter, anyway I actually had a smile on my face for the first time in a few days. My friend is going to take them to our vet in the morning to get them fixed up. And yes the thought was there to maybe take two, then I thought it was to soon and it would be disrespectful to the ones that passed and the ones we still have so I think thought just left. I'm also going to get another reading done but by someone else who knows more about the animal reincarnation and maybe asking the question will it bother everyone if we bring in two orphans who need our help. If my cats are going to come back to me in my life time then I want my cats back then. That might of sounded strange to you but yep. And no I havent lost my mind not yet anyway I started reading Animals in Spirit I'm hoping it will help me through this. Funny how things do come about though. I'll let you guys no what comes of things. And thanks again for being here for me, I've always said you guys are my second family.