always here for ya b1
wow the set up you guys have for after they pass is amazing
you are in my thoughts and prayers

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Thanks Syd and Thanks Pen for your support, I sure do need it, this is going to be a rough time for me I think. Something happened tonight my best friend who i got Ralphy and Trixie from came over to show us the 4 blk 6 week old kitties her and her mom rescued, one has a broken leg, they all have fleas and all have a virus. They were so cute there was this one he was a long hair, he was purring and he had his tail in the air a very happy boy, I always believe in taken twos in a litter, anyway I actually had a smile on my face for the first time in a few days. My friend is going to take them to our vet in the morning to get them fixed up. And yes the thought was there to maybe take two, then I thought it was to soon and it would be disrespectful to the ones that passed and the ones we still have so I think thought just left. I'm also going to get another reading done but by someone else who knows more about the animal reincarnation and maybe asking the question will it bother everyone if we bring in two orphans who need our help. If my cats are going to come back to me in my life time then I want my cats back then. That might of sounded strange to you but yep. And no I havent lost my mind not yet anyway I started reading Animals in Spirit I'm hoping it will help me through this. Funny how things do come about though. I'll let you guys no what comes of things. And thanks again for being here for me, I've always said you guys are my second family.

Not at all strange, you have so much love to give and they made you smile. The pics I posted of the cat that showed up and left.. he showed up on the first anniversary of my dog's passing... right from the corner of the woods he's buried near, ..I got it into my heart and head to think that maybe it was him, just come back long enough to let us know he was ok.

There's so many babies that need the love. Let us know what happens with them, and what you decide. *HUGS!!*

Thanks Pen, you were right that would of been him coming back to let you know. I'm having another reading done with someone who knows more about the reincarnation setting it up today. Will let you guys know what happens

Monday at 7pm for 1hr I get my reading done I have wrote out all my questions and what I want to say to them and I'm also sending it the person that will be doing it, because I 've had two reading done now and I get emotional and dont get out what I want to say. Anyway I've been reading Aniamls in Spirit and I came across something very interesting, here it is

Beings who have gone on generally feel free without their physcial form. They are more concerned with how their families are doing emotionally than with what happens to their old bodies. They may hang around or check in for a time to ensure that their loved ones are okay, sending love and blessings or directing a new animal companion to the family.
The animal who has departed often sends another animal companion of whatever kind to you, exspecially when they themselves are not scheduled to return right away.

About a month ago I had a friend email me asking me if I wanted any kittens he said I know you said no but was wondering if you changed your mind, he had 5 blk kittens, I said no and then just on thurs my best friend comes over.


Isnt that interesting, that my best friend that I got Ralphy and Trixie from came with these kittens she rescued, I think things happen for a reason and this will be one of my questions I ask in my reading. Will let you all know.

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This was my first video I ever made, I made it of the kitties some of you might recall seeing I think it is fitting to repost.
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Went to see the kittens at my friends house, I sat down and the long hair kitten that took to Cyndi the nite before came and crawled up on my lap and layed down while the other 3 played, he rolled on to his back so I could rub his belly and then he looked up at me with love eyes. I tryed giving him to Cyndi but he came right back to me. It makes me wondering if this could be my very first cat we had gotten seperated when I was young. Anyway we are considering getting the two, but we will need to see what the other cats say first, if they are not ok with it then it will be a no. I still feel bad even thinking about bringing another two into the house since its only been a few days the others have passed, when Im around the kittens they bring me joy and make me smile. But other wise I'm still not doing the best, just want to cry. I'm glad I have videos of Panda I can look at them. I've never felt so much greif in my life, I've had like grandparents die and it really didnt fizz me but my beloved feline companions well a total different story there.
Tomorrow is monday and I hope I get the answers and some releif of what I'm feeling. I just hope I will be ok at work tomorrow, I hope I dont break out in tears, Shadow, Pandas brother i think is doing ok, and smokey to I will make sure I ask about that tomorrow to, I have a full page list on each cat of what I want to know and I sent it to the girl because I know right now I'm going to do nothing but cry. I still need you guys to pray for me to help me through this because this is the worst feeling I've ever felt. Thank you so much, will let you know what happens on Monday.

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Hey Jules...Just wanted to stop by and check up on ya...I hope your ok...Your in my thoughts..Big hugs

Well got my reading done and yes it was emotional, I'll just give you a brief write up on that. Panda loved me and I was his sunshine, and he said we were soul hearts, he loved his life with us and was thankfull for having such good moms. And he wants to come back to me now so he can help me, because I'm not dealing with his passing very well. So yes as soon as he can reincarnate he will be coming home, there s actually more to this story I dont know if you would believe me if I told you. Ok here goes, According to Cathy she said spirits can walk into bodys, which means Panda said he wanted to walk into Freeway s body so he could get back to me. I know what you thinking I will be asking more questions about some stuff, Also Sparky is coming back in a few months and she gave a detailed description of how it is going to happen. Trixie thanked us for a wonderful life, her favourite times with us was when we would be in the living room just us girls, me and Cyndi and Trix and we would be chatting then trixie would say something she liked joining in, in our talks. She thanked us for helping her out when she needed it and she felt she didnt lose her dignity. Poor Shadow has been working over time trying to console us plus he is mourning to plus he is letting us know when the kitties have something to say or what attention yes the ones that have passed he is very sensitive to spirits, plus shadow is lonely. The house hasnt been the same since Ralphy,Trixie, Panda have gone, I lost all 3 cats within two months, and the worst being Panda went on the wed and then Trixie had to be put to sleep on the thurs. So anyway I've still have been having a bad week, so much loss and whenever I think of Panda I just want to cry I love them all and miss them all. Cathy said that all the cats are at the house and dont plan on going anywhere soon. They were all asked about how they would feel if we brought in a couple of orphan kittens, and they were fine with it, Smokey said just keep them away from me. lol So anyway we ended up taking the two kittens I was talking about earlier. They are so cute I have pics. We felt bad about even thinking about bringing in any cats so soon but under the circumstances and how it all came about well I think it was meant to be. Here are some pics of our new babies.


On the left is Maxie and on the right is Freeway top pic











They are 12 weeks old arent they cute I still miss Ralphy, Trixie,Panda so much, I'm hoping Freeway and Maxie will bring some joy into our house, and Shadow will have someone to play with.

<<<<<<<<<< Is so jealous!! OMG they are beautiful They both are, but I heart Freeway omg he is too cute! Congrats

And you got mail

Thanks syd, they are both very loving I went and laid down on their bed I bought them and both of them came over to lay down with me,Maxie went to sleep and Freeway only stayed alittle while then he went back up on the post.
We are going to introduce them to Shadow today sometime once we kitty proof the living room lol!!!!I'm really glad we got them.

AWW!! YAY! New babies! they really need you Julz!!! I'm so happy you have them!!

Thanks Pen, we need them to

OMG! Julie,these 2 should have a thread all their own!! beautiful!!

NEW PICS OF THE BABIES