Is it that feeling guilty makes us feel important. Is it the very first act of reverse psychology, to make sex forbidden.... wind up the keys in our backs, say no...nono, mustnt.Maybe that was the only way to get us to perpetuate life. Freud had his cigar , Lucifer had his apple.

Every last thing we complain about today, comes from these very first supposed happenings.Death, the work factor, pain...

Why after a hard days labour, why is it we insist on a shower to "feel human again"....but , after a weekends debauchery .."oh well, I'm only human." Is our very existence, our tissues and souls an excuse, a strength or a weakness as we see fit?

We're only offered our just reward after we perish. What if death were a side effect ,and 'free will' were a tool of abandonment, making it our own fault...that we perish at all...so there wouldnt be any more floods like promised...

If God is God.. why all the bartering. Gave us free will.. and a planet ruled by the devil for a thousand years... yes and who's going to survive that promise... no one promised that at the beginning will ever know..and those surviving at the end of that thousand years already doesnt believe or is laughing with cynicism..this was all counted on? No? If there is a hysterical believer holding a sign and swaying ...I hope they survive the ridicule and find supreme m happiness.

I like doing good, should be it's own reward.Let's not do false good, expecting a cookie. If there's a cookie, hey what a nice surprise. I hope that the gut instinct to do good in most..I believe in MOST, and I believe in the 'flood' that will one day sweep the media away and its love of shock and its love of making things worse..awlways worse and more hideous. Go play "Dirty Laundry" in the LMP site ipod. Spreading fear and panic and paranoia....freakin peoples need to be important with all the wrong stimulous. This forum itself is very good at it. No one ever read the posting description I don't think.Starting fights makes us feel important...if someone gets mad, theyve noticed us, when we dont think we can inspire that much love. Maybe one would be surprised if one tried.

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I just noticed something about the song "Key West intermezzo" by John Cougar Mellencamp. He sings "there's this loud Cuban Band crucifying John Lennon." LOL. Is this an attempt to liberate John from the 'Beatles more popular than God' comment? HHa, just amusing. But I do think he lied about the girl in Kentucky, there AINT no girl like that.
Haha..notchoo Duckeh.

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This is just somethng I wrote a while ago.. and I think it fits in here....

Sanctorum a la labyrinth. Wednesday, March 04, 2009

I once asked a pet store employee, why betta fish could stay sedate in a tiny globe of water like the many of them that I was staring at, at the time. Wild looking , gorgeously coloured fighting fish, desperately aggressive when placed with a neighbour, dangling there, suspended in this miniscule environment...little warrior adornments on a indistinct steel shelf.

He said, they had an organ in their heads called a labyrinth. This was such a highly developed air breathing organ ...apart from their gills, that moved air around SO efficiently...that they could breathe at the water's surface, and were made dillusional by the purity afforded by the labryinth that they just figured they were in open waters. The entire sea, inside their heads.


I looked at the shelf full of brittle beauties, imagining little oceans in each fish mind. They'd never be approached by an enemy in their sea eternal in there.


Now, like a babies lungs are they last thing to develop during gestation, I read about this super-stellar-omni-delusion-purity-organ... that they grow after the fish is born..had, excluded from the mother-body whatever they are...and depending on the quality of water and space the fish has to itself is how large the organ will grow.


Lol...what if one's apartment were too small, and we had this lovely organ that created for us flying buttresses and spare rooms and niches? Labyrinth indeed. I love the concept.


Seriously, what if we have something like that? A Heaven organ ? That grows inside and compensates for all the wrong-doing we suffer...collects up all the disgust and hurt and purifies it into reward, as we see fit? The God organ. Archangel organ? Then when we're locked up in the tomb, it activates and makes us think we have all the cosmos at our swimming-free disposal??

I think I am already blessed with a Taj Mahal, in there..*points at forehead*.

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Maybe world matters can learn from the betta , too.

Wow...You are forkin DEEP! Anyone ever tell you that you think too much?

Rotf...Just kidding..I love reading ur posts...Helps move the cobwebs around up in me lil brain.

Thanks for sharing...And I never knew that about Betas...I always feel so bad for them..Glad they get to imagine things hehe

You just reminded me of that movie with Tom Cruise the far out one..when he had a whole world installed in his brain ..then it malfucntioned..lol

I think the betta's prolly feel bad for us.. walking round in pets tores and being human and all...
I not deep Sydney..I is exahustin...
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Another thought, on the way home....Medea made men into pigs but left them with their human minds intact to be cruel, so that they'd KNOW they were pigs...

What about animals, endowed with god thought..or.."bumans"...we fret over our bodies so much, perhaps that's why we get to shed them...?